Raining!!!

After thinking for one day
I felt and realise that I should go for what he wanted mi to go
After all, is for my benefit and he will be the one spending the $$.
So, conclusion was....
I was in an advantage.
BUT!
I will only go for it... when I felt like going.. hehehehe...

Spending my day today at home alone.
n
looking out of the window...
Hmm...
watching the sky slowly turn dark...
and soon...
rain started to drop from the sky...
Rain drops can be heavy at sometimes...
Rain drops can be following the directions where the wind blows...
Some how..
I fallen in love with the raining seasons...
Especially the smell of the rain n especially after the heavy rain.
So relax and So peaceful...

SHIT!

AW!!!! damn freak out rite now!!!!
I like to have my own freedom and I like to have my own pathway of life as well as my own studying lifestyle.
Y?! he just dun understand me... and force me in doing things that i dun like at all!!
I know that.! all he did and ask for mi is for my good.
But Let mi think for my own.
Let mi have time to relax first!
OH SHIT!