Raining!!!

After thinking for one day
I felt and realise that I should go for what he wanted mi to go
After all, is for my benefit and he will be the one spending the $$.
So, conclusion was....
I was in an advantage.
BUT!
I will only go for it... when I felt like going.. hehehehe...

Spending my day today at home alone.
n
looking out of the window...
Hmm...
watching the sky slowly turn dark...
and soon...
rain started to drop from the sky...
Rain drops can be heavy at sometimes...
Rain drops can be following the directions where the wind blows...
Some how..
I fallen in love with the raining seasons...
Especially the smell of the rain n especially after the heavy rain.
So relax and So peaceful...

SHIT!

AW!!!! damn freak out rite now!!!!
I like to have my own freedom and I like to have my own pathway of life as well as my own studying lifestyle.
Y?! he just dun understand me... and force me in doing things that i dun like at all!!
I know that.! all he did and ask for mi is for my good.
But Let mi think for my own.
Let mi have time to relax first!
OH SHIT!

:)

2010 CNY is cuming around 2 more days....

and...

I wan more days for CNY!!

Not enough! Not enough....

all becos of the presentation fault la...

dun understand y nid that stupid presentation sio....

After 2 days of CNY, 1 day stay at hm do my ppt... n th next day presentation...

Wat the!

All i have to sae is that... I should have done my ppt earlier..

But! too BAD!

I'm a last minutes person... hehehe

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How can one person dun envy of the other person....?

Can I dun envy that particular person...?

Ans:.....

Difficult....

GoodBye my Friend...

Today is the 3rd dae as well as is his last dae in the funeral...
and..
I felt heartbreak...
He used to 疼 and take care of mi...
and even tease mi lots...
that is y we always fight around in sch.. :)
But things just happen too suddenly and too early...
No matter what...
I cannot continue stay unhappy and cry lots...
I guess he would wan mi as well as the rest to be happy and stay healthy..

To: xue yao
Thanks for taking care of mi just like a mei...
U always cheer me up when I need someone during my ITE days..
Ur laughter
Ur smile
Ur caring heart
and
Ur tiny eyes....
will always be remembered by all of us...
Bro,
Rest in peace....

New Year 2010

A new year of 2010...
I must start planning for this year ahead...
lots of challengers will be facing this year...
My boy will be going army this June.. "If I'm not wrong"
I will be graduating from poly this march or April....
I will need to find a correct path after poly for my future...
I felt....
I have grow up... I really have grow up...
planning for future is what i am thinking now...

My boy will be going in army..
which I have to face the reality..
We had nv been separated since we first met..
We went tru together all the difficulties ....
and of cos..
we solve it together....
We went from ITE to poly together...
and not forgetting gossip others together...
I couldn't imagine if the days of his army really come in front of me...
I will felt something is missing from mi and no one to approach when i am feeling down....
The only things that both can do was to give "trust"...
He must trust me... and
I will be waiting for him...
I love him!!

Something happened in front of me rite now... and I have to face that he is Gone...
I couldn;t believe that it is real...
I wish and hope so much that it is fake...
and i couldn't sleep....
I don't want this things to happen to my friend...
somemore he is my very close friend whu I can call him" kor"
I dun wan to lose him just like that...
no matter what...
I still have to face the reality that he is really gone...
my close friend is really gone...
I can;t get him back ani more...
He is gone.. :(

People..!! haiz..

Oh Shit!!

I'm having a bery bad flu...

feeling so sick...

especially...

now is at the stage of nose block..

feeling so frustrated...

still have to go for my attachment...

so far n tiring...

sianz...

Hope my flu faster go off..

den i can able to concentrate during working...

HELP~~!!

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Person that tok in a bery straight forward manner..

they just tok what they think..

without going tru the process stage in their brain..

as if inside is BLANK...

in some way,

they are gud in a way that they able to be honest to you..

But!!

Bad in a way that make ppl feel like slapping them...

To that person..!!

the way u tok is really damn straight forward n mean...

even tot i dun really noe u well but the way u tok to ppl is really F**king CHILDISH and IDIOT!!

I think u having a very big attitude problem..

what i sae here...

I can't stop u from opening ur damn smelly mouth...

I oso dun nid to show u my anger to you...

cos maybe what u tok to mi..

u oso have no feeling.. u will feel that it is nothing... BLANK head!!

if that dae when I show u my anger...

F**king hell... I gonna slap u hard..!!

how old r u already...

KNS...

dun noe how to be mature de meh??

I felt that u just like a little kids with no knowledge... BLANK!!

No manners!!

PPL tok u cut into the conversation...

KPO!!

U like to gossip..

U like to show OFF..

U like to open ur damn F**king mouth...

is all up to you!!

but!!!

Just dun cum near mi!!!

Dun tok to mi...

I dun like to tok to u...

U GET LOST!! BLANK HEAD..

I dun feel like replying u...

because...

toking to u! is just a waste of my everything...

and showing my immature.

I rather tok to an animal den tok to you...

I dun like you

DUN TOK TO MI!!

wao kao...

I didn't approach u... U dun approach mi...

CB!!

I really hate that mouth!!

**********

Make mi so like primary sch student!!

" i tok to u"

"u tok to mi"

All is that BLANK HEAD fault...

to be honest to u...

the moment u tok to mi..

the very 1st sentence..

I already feel that is better that u shut up...

from there we might be friends when u zip ur mouth...

rather den make mi dislike u..

BLANK HEAD!!

holidae!! Here I cum!!

Woo..Woo...Lalalalalala...~

finally holiday is with mi..

So relax...

for the past few months were so stressful and emotional.

No matter what..

I had overcome it..

Now I onli left with my attachment..

after the attachment...

I will be out of my poly life.!! YESH!

But i will miss my fun loving classmates and lecturer.

Yesh yesh yesh!!

I m so HAPPY... :)

No more class..

No more tutorial..

No more project..

No more presentation...

No more quiz...

No more common test..

No more EXAM..

No more late slp...

No more headach..!!

wahahahahahaha....

Love my life now!!!

n

Love my BOY!!

muack! <3