Raining!!!

After thinking for one day
I felt and realise that I should go for what he wanted mi to go
After all, is for my benefit and he will be the one spending the $$.
So, conclusion was....
I was in an advantage.
BUT!
I will only go for it... when I felt like going.. hehehehe...

Spending my day today at home alone.
n
looking out of the window...
Hmm...
watching the sky slowly turn dark...
and soon...
rain started to drop from the sky...
Rain drops can be heavy at sometimes...
Rain drops can be following the directions where the wind blows...
Some how..
I fallen in love with the raining seasons...
Especially the smell of the rain n especially after the heavy rain.
So relax and So peaceful...

SHIT!

AW!!!! damn freak out rite now!!!!
I like to have my own freedom and I like to have my own pathway of life as well as my own studying lifestyle.
Y?! he just dun understand me... and force me in doing things that i dun like at all!!
I know that.! all he did and ask for mi is for my good.
But Let mi think for my own.
Let mi have time to relax first!
OH SHIT!

:)

2010 CNY is cuming around 2 more days....

and...

I wan more days for CNY!!

Not enough! Not enough....

all becos of the presentation fault la...

dun understand y nid that stupid presentation sio....

After 2 days of CNY, 1 day stay at hm do my ppt... n th next day presentation...

Wat the!

All i have to sae is that... I should have done my ppt earlier..

But! too BAD!

I'm a last minutes person... hehehe

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How can one person dun envy of the other person....?

Can I dun envy that particular person...?

Ans:.....

Difficult....

GoodBye my Friend...

Today is the 3rd dae as well as is his last dae in the funeral...
and..
I felt heartbreak...
He used to 疼 and take care of mi...
and even tease mi lots...
that is y we always fight around in sch.. :)
But things just happen too suddenly and too early...
No matter what...
I cannot continue stay unhappy and cry lots...
I guess he would wan mi as well as the rest to be happy and stay healthy..

To: xue yao
Thanks for taking care of mi just like a mei...
U always cheer me up when I need someone during my ITE days..
Ur laughter
Ur smile
Ur caring heart
and
Ur tiny eyes....
will always be remembered by all of us...
Bro,
Rest in peace....

New Year 2010

A new year of 2010...
I must start planning for this year ahead...
lots of challengers will be facing this year...
My boy will be going army this June.. "If I'm not wrong"
I will be graduating from poly this march or April....
I will need to find a correct path after poly for my future...
I felt....
I have grow up... I really have grow up...
planning for future is what i am thinking now...

My boy will be going in army..
which I have to face the reality..
We had nv been separated since we first met..
We went tru together all the difficulties ....
and of cos..
we solve it together....
We went from ITE to poly together...
and not forgetting gossip others together...
I couldn't imagine if the days of his army really come in front of me...
I will felt something is missing from mi and no one to approach when i am feeling down....
The only things that both can do was to give "trust"...
He must trust me... and
I will be waiting for him...
I love him!!

Something happened in front of me rite now... and I have to face that he is Gone...
I couldn;t believe that it is real...
I wish and hope so much that it is fake...
and i couldn't sleep....
I don't want this things to happen to my friend...
somemore he is my very close friend whu I can call him" kor"
I dun wan to lose him just like that...
no matter what...
I still have to face the reality that he is really gone...
my close friend is really gone...
I can;t get him back ani more...
He is gone.. :(