New Year 2010

A new year of 2010...
I must start planning for this year ahead...
lots of challengers will be facing this year...
My boy will be going army this June.. "If I'm not wrong"
I will be graduating from poly this march or April....
I will need to find a correct path after poly for my future...
I felt....
I have grow up... I really have grow up...
planning for future is what i am thinking now...

My boy will be going in army..
which I have to face the reality..
We had nv been separated since we first met..
We went tru together all the difficulties ....
and of cos..
we solve it together....
We went from ITE to poly together...
and not forgetting gossip others together...
I couldn't imagine if the days of his army really come in front of me...
I will felt something is missing from mi and no one to approach when i am feeling down....
The only things that both can do was to give "trust"...
He must trust me... and
I will be waiting for him...
I love him!!

Something happened in front of me rite now... and I have to face that he is Gone...
I couldn;t believe that it is real...
I wish and hope so much that it is fake...
and i couldn't sleep....
I don't want this things to happen to my friend...
somemore he is my very close friend whu I can call him" kor"
I dun wan to lose him just like that...
no matter what...
I still have to face the reality that he is really gone...
my close friend is really gone...
I can;t get him back ani more...
He is gone.. :(