GoodBye my Friend...

Today is the 3rd dae as well as is his last dae in the funeral...
and..
I felt heartbreak...
He used to 疼 and take care of mi...
and even tease mi lots...
that is y we always fight around in sch.. :)
But things just happen too suddenly and too early...
No matter what...
I cannot continue stay unhappy and cry lots...
I guess he would wan mi as well as the rest to be happy and stay healthy..

To: xue yao
Thanks for taking care of mi just like a mei...
U always cheer me up when I need someone during my ITE days..
Ur laughter
Ur smile
Ur caring heart
and
Ur tiny eyes....
will always be remembered by all of us...
Bro,
Rest in peace....

New Year 2010

A new year of 2010...
I must start planning for this year ahead...
lots of challengers will be facing this year...
My boy will be going army this June.. "If I'm not wrong"
I will be graduating from poly this march or April....
I will need to find a correct path after poly for my future...
I felt....
I have grow up... I really have grow up...
planning for future is what i am thinking now...

My boy will be going in army..
which I have to face the reality..
We had nv been separated since we first met..
We went tru together all the difficulties ....
and of cos..
we solve it together....
We went from ITE to poly together...
and not forgetting gossip others together...
I couldn't imagine if the days of his army really come in front of me...
I will felt something is missing from mi and no one to approach when i am feeling down....
The only things that both can do was to give "trust"...
He must trust me... and
I will be waiting for him...
I love him!!

Something happened in front of me rite now... and I have to face that he is Gone...
I couldn;t believe that it is real...
I wish and hope so much that it is fake...
and i couldn't sleep....
I don't want this things to happen to my friend...
somemore he is my very close friend whu I can call him" kor"
I dun wan to lose him just like that...
no matter what...
I still have to face the reality that he is really gone...
my close friend is really gone...
I can;t get him back ani more...
He is gone.. :(

People..!! haiz..

Oh Shit!!

I'm having a bery bad flu...

feeling so sick...

especially...

now is at the stage of nose block..

feeling so frustrated...

still have to go for my attachment...

so far n tiring...

sianz...

Hope my flu faster go off..

den i can able to concentrate during working...

HELP~~!!

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Person that tok in a bery straight forward manner..

they just tok what they think..

without going tru the process stage in their brain..

as if inside is BLANK...

in some way,

they are gud in a way that they able to be honest to you..

But!!

Bad in a way that make ppl feel like slapping them...

To that person..!!

the way u tok is really damn straight forward n mean...

even tot i dun really noe u well but the way u tok to ppl is really F**king CHILDISH and IDIOT!!

I think u having a very big attitude problem..

what i sae here...

I can't stop u from opening ur damn smelly mouth...

I oso dun nid to show u my anger to you...

cos maybe what u tok to mi..

u oso have no feeling.. u will feel that it is nothing... BLANK head!!

if that dae when I show u my anger...

F**king hell... I gonna slap u hard..!!

how old r u already...

KNS...

dun noe how to be mature de meh??

I felt that u just like a little kids with no knowledge... BLANK!!

No manners!!

PPL tok u cut into the conversation...

KPO!!

U like to gossip..

U like to show OFF..

U like to open ur damn F**king mouth...

is all up to you!!

but!!!

Just dun cum near mi!!!

Dun tok to mi...

I dun like to tok to u...

U GET LOST!! BLANK HEAD..

I dun feel like replying u...

because...

toking to u! is just a waste of my everything...

and showing my immature.

I rather tok to an animal den tok to you...

I dun like you

DUN TOK TO MI!!

wao kao...

I didn't approach u... U dun approach mi...

CB!!

I really hate that mouth!!

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Make mi so like primary sch student!!

" i tok to u"

"u tok to mi"

All is that BLANK HEAD fault...

to be honest to u...

the moment u tok to mi..

the very 1st sentence..

I already feel that is better that u shut up...

from there we might be friends when u zip ur mouth...

rather den make mi dislike u..

BLANK HEAD!!

holidae!! Here I cum!!

Woo..Woo...Lalalalalala...~

finally holiday is with mi..

So relax...

for the past few months were so stressful and emotional.

No matter what..

I had overcome it..

Now I onli left with my attachment..

after the attachment...

I will be out of my poly life.!! YESH!

But i will miss my fun loving classmates and lecturer.

Yesh yesh yesh!!

I m so HAPPY... :)

No more class..

No more tutorial..

No more project..

No more presentation...

No more quiz...

No more common test..

No more EXAM..

No more late slp...

No more headach..!!

wahahahahahaha....

Love my life now!!!

n

Love my BOY!!

muack! <3

Hmmm~~

Here to blog again...

Just getting tired...

Ever since i went into poly,

my life is getting real tired..

of cos.. my temper is uncontrollerable.

life is getting different...

used to be cheerful.. always looking for the brighter side...

But..

Now is worry, stressed and always looking at the darker side of life...

wanna step out of the darker side...

But is so difficult..

everydae is like a ocean wave to mi..

one wave after another...

No rest... not enough...

project.. presentation... tutorial.. quiz... classtest... exam...

nv finish...

Getting so tired...

Result is always the factor that bring u sadness and dissapointment...

hope time realli pass fast...

I dun noe am i still able to continue my education path...

No confidence...

everytime trying to work hard and strive for perfection...

outcome= nothing....

waste of time..
waste of braincell..

waste of worries...

But no matter how much saddness & dissapointment i have..

there is always someone beside mi...

holding my hand...

helping mi to pass tru the the darker side of life...

he is someone special..

I love you...

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Taking some photos during lesson time...

This is taken in class...

Cos now is H1N1 seasons...

therefore, have to measure temperature and get a sticker..

So just paste at his back.. without him notice...

This stary stary... is taken from cheers booklet..

taken by my dar... <3


Our " insects" face... Look young rite..?? :P

This rainbow is found inside a bus- stop..

:D


This is ZM... one of my friend....<--- my boy sae de.. NOT MI..

This happened in one of the weekend..

wahahhaa...

picture tell u the whole story le...LOL..
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The END!!

Nite Nite guys..!!

Busy...

Just came back from Alfred birthday party...
hmm... "tired" is the onli word that i can sae.

Btw, Alfred!!! Happy 21st birthday!!!

I love the cake that you had bought...

is so NICE~~ yummy....

thanks fred..

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So just now when i reach my bus stop..

I walk to my letterbox..

got 2 ice cream boy...

By looking at them..

One look...

can see they r those sec 1 or sec 2 boy boy la..

those small gangster...

Both of them came runnig towards mi...

I tot what happen...

Boy: Jie!

Esther: What! Sell ice cream de huh?!

Boy: wan help us buy ice cream ma?

Esther: Dun wan...

Boy: help us buy la... we from poly de... hse very poor.. nid to sell ice cream to pay our sch fees...den my father blar blar blar....

Esther: huh?!

Boy: pls la... help us buy can?? left with 2 box onli... sell finish den we can go home le..

Esther: dun wan... I no $$...

Boy: Actually one box is $16 now i sell u $12 la...

Esther: hmmm.... * thinking hard! how to siam them*

Boy: help us buy la...

Den when I wan to walk away... they trap mi sio... KNS.. 2 small boy trap mi..

Okie lo.. dun let mi go... I stay n tok to u! SMALL ICE CREAM BOY..

I act act take my wallet n see...

I got enough $$ to buy de... But I dun wan buy...

the more u force mi... the more i dun wan...

Esther: hmmm... I onli have $5 onli wor...

The 2 boy look at each other.. STUNNED...

Esther: or... i still got 10 cents... so i gv u $5.10 can ma? i realli not enough $$ now... or u got atm machine..??

Boy: help us buy la... we dun earn much...

Esther: I'm realli sorri... nw i dun enough $$... y dun u wait for mi here.. and i go up.. ask my parents and I see how...

Boy: you must cum down lei... if not we go up...

Esther: okie la... u stay there, i will not deua you de la...

Den they wait bax...

Hahaha... den i didn't go down le..

they think i stupid isiz... so young.. sae they poly student...

they poly student... den i primary sch student liao lo..

My face looks younger den theirs lo.. so mani pimples...

one more thing...

their ice cream... is like those outside uncle with motorcycle selling ice cream..

uncle will cut den put in between the bread..

They selling the ice cream without cutting de...

One small box sell mi $12!!!

GO n die la..

I oso no money liao.. still wanna bluff my $$...

KNS...

even tot.. is just wasting my time to tok rubbish with them... But is fun... LOL.. Mawahahaha..

I wonder!! how mani times must all this ice cream youngster cum to my block??

Is my block that popular??!!!

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On 25 june..

went to my poly teachers concert...

OPERA!!

hahaha...

since the ticket is free..

okie lo...

den all my classmates go...

Hmm... even tot... i dun understand what the concert is about...

But i like the way they dress up... and the colours/makeup that they put on their face...

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THAT PERSON!

OMG!

u are so noisy!!

OMG!

everytime i hear ur voices and laughter, i feel like slapping u...

OMG!

Can u just keep quite in another word is SHUT UP!

OMG!

PLS Go for some manner classes!! to improve ur manners!!

OMG!!

the way u laugh is like having Esma....

OMG!

the way u tok is like you r in the market...

OMG!!

If i have this realli special and rare opportunity, i would wan to put glue to stick ur mouth together...

OMG!! OMG!!! OMG!!!

God is above u la... KNS!!

I know toking bad about others is bad...

But no choice! this is my hobby... hehehhehe...

No matter what! i am still a female..!!

Female love to gossip k..

At least I know how to respect ppl..

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This two weeks of holiday are realli busy for mi..

I have to accompany my mum to lots of plcs as to settle her things..

haix...

lucky my boy... is bery understandable... heart u!!! <3

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Take a look at my foot!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha...

so mani " water balloons" on my foot...

My left foot have 4 water balloons..

and my rite leg have 3 water balloons...

I have to use needle to poke it...

FUN~~

And.. i had threw that STUPID shoes away..!!

My photo didn't show all the balloons... cos some is behind my foot..

Just wanna show u the ultimate balloons onli..

1st time see so big de..

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** this time round no much photos..

upload my photo as soon as i got the photos...

LOl...

Bye!!!!!!

Nite....

Miss You...

Todae, my boy went k-box with all my brothers...

and.. i went to town...

Hoping that i can be with him...

Singing song with him...~

having dinner with him...~

miss his huggi and kisses...~

miss him so much...

Of cos I noe having a boyfriend cannot stick with him every mins and every secs...

Later he will think i m " bian tai" !!

Lol...

but i still miss him... :D

Cheers!!! <3

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